It was Jane!
After years of shame, getting dumped and getting abused by elegant attractive ladies I slept with, I got tired and decided to get a new girl.
Then I met Jane.
Jane and I dated for 2 years without any intense sexual activity as I didn’t want to loose her like the others_sadly.
So on my birthday night this year February she insisted on me banging her. FEAR! SHAME! and INTENSE PRESSURE filled my chest as she kept on begging and touching me in sensitive parts. I didn’t know what to do at all but I used the last drop of courage in me and asked her to please stop.
Yeah she did stop, yeah she looked so furious and highly disappointed but I was able to man up and tell her the truth. She kept on staring at me for some while_shocked!
I started apologizing and she stopped me, thanked me for telling her the truth and promised me things would be alright_but I just couldn’t understand her. I trusted her blindly and that day passed.